You try. You've always been a social outcast. Always one who people never responded to...always one out of the loop. No one picks you for groups, no one remembers to invite you. You're troubled and they won't notice at all. You go to other people and they tell you that you should, well reach out more. You do...but the risk just grows. The more you ( Read more... )

 Recently things have been topsy turvy so to speak. Holidays ended which sent me into a long spiral downwards to cramming each and every project that was given before the holidays. What hurts the most is, I could've done it earlier but I didn't. So I crammed, and luckily enough extensions were given yet I failed to complete the task given to me. ( Read more... )

 Year end blog? Hmm, partly. Kind of. I just want to give a moment at least to recollect how my 2010 just went. I don't remember much to be honest. Ah, I wish I blogged more about this year so I can look back remember what happened since the start of January. I guess I can't take back lost time in a way, my memory's been fuzzy lately. I'm actually ( Read more... )

So I have irregular sleeping habits. I sleep for around 2-4 hours almost everyday, in fact  I don't really say the word 'sleep' anymore, it's always 'nap'. I'd say it's not healthy but much better than not sleeping I guess. Why don't I sleep? I know that a person should get an average of 6-8 hours of sleep everyday, obviously I don't get that and I ( Read more... )